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January 24th, 2010


10:35 pm
Where are you going
Can I follow
Because distance is hard to swallow
You should stay a while
Let's have a drink
Let's have a laugh

You feel power
And no worries
If that's so
Then what's your hurry
If you've got to go
There's just one thing I've got to ask

If I promise an ocean
Would you care for the notion of
Staying here and resting your weary head
It's all that she said

Well the sky's changed
That's for certain
You smile says
What you working
Time heals all
This we know
We'll work it out

And if I promise an ocean
Would you care for the notion of
Staying here and resting your weary head
And would you come back and see me, or
Angel am I dreaming because
Heaven knows that I'll miss you so
And that's a fact
Look now where I'm at
I miss you so
Look now where I'm at
I can't let go

There's more questions
Than there's answers
I'm not taking any chances
Because I need to let you know
Just how I feel

And if I promise an ocean
Would you care for the notion of
Staying here and resting your weary head
And would you come back and see me, or
Angel am I dreaming because
Heaven knows that I'll miss you so
And that's a fact
Look now where I'm at
I miss you so

Look now where I'm at
I miss you so
Look now where I'm at
I miss you so
I can't let go
I miss you so

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February 5th, 2009


11:00 am
I won't try to bring you down about my suicide
Got no need to understand about my big surprise
I won't beg to hang you up about my love of life
If you promise not to sing about the reasons why

I am writing you a letter
Getting better
Can I see you?
When...
All the lights go out together
Blame the weather
Yeah the cold again
In the darkness for a second
I am sure I see them smiling then
I feel them calling me
Yeah they are calling me...

And I am falling through the stars
You remember now?
Yeah I am falling in their arms
You remember how?
Oh I am falling through the sky
You remember this ?
I am falling in their eyes
You remember the kiss?

I won't try to pull you in about my sacrifice
Makes no sense to get upset about the other side
I won't beg to put you out about my right to die
If you promise not to sing about the reasons why

I am calling you at midnight
Feeling alright...can I tell you?
When?
On the line no sound but my words
Must be night birds on the wire again
In the silence for a second
I am sure I hear them laughing then
I feel them calling me
Yeah they are calling me...

I am falling through the stars
You remember now
Yeah, I am falling in their arms
You remember how
I am falling through the sky
You remember this
I am falling in their eyes
You remember the kiss

"We know"
They said
"You're holding on
To nothing left of something gone"

"We know"
They said
"In letting go
Of fear and dread
And all you know
You'll lose the need of certainty
And make-believe eternity
To find the true reality
In beautiful infinity...."

But I won't try to bring you down about my suicide
If you promise not to sing about the reasons why/

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October 3rd, 2008


10:57 am
Stranger Things Have Happened"

Goddamn this dusty room
This hazy afternoon
I'm breathing in this silence like never before
This feeling that I get
This one last cigarette
As I lay awake and wait for you to come through that door
Oh maybe, maybe, maybe I can share it with you
I behave I behave I behave so I can share it with you

You are not alone dear loneliness
You forgot but I remember this
So stranger, stranger, stranger things have happened I know
I'm not alone dear loneliness
I forgot that I remember this
So stranger, stranger, stranger things have happened I know, oh oh, oh oh

And I dream about somewhere, a smoke will fill the air
As I lay awake and wait for you to walk out that door

I can change, I can change, I can change
But who you want me to be?
I'm the same, I'm the same, I'm the same, what do you want me to be?

You are not alone dear loneliness
You forgot but I remember this
So stranger, stranger, stranger things have happened I know oh oh, oh oh

I'm not alone dear loneliness
I forgot that I remember this
You're not alone dear loneliness
You forgot but I remember this
Oh stranger, stranger, stranger things have happened I know

I'm not alone dear loneliness
I forgot that I remember this
Oh stranger, stranger, stranger things have happened I know oh oh, oh oh, oh oh

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June 11th, 2008


11:09 am
Cross-legged on the front lawn she's had a bad pill
The lights of the city they can all go to hell
It'll all come good if she can put in the hours

She wants to get into film but it's gonna take years
She wishes she wrote songs like the ones that you hear
The boy's are all 20 and they leave her on the edge

And she's telling herself "They'll see,
They'll see the beauty in me
They'll see the beauty it's in my soul"

Her lift is waiting she'll be there soon
Rocking forwards and backwards eyeballing the moon
Unwired like a child of the rich

She's pretty and long and part of the scene
Playing with her phone like it's a rosary
Should get up and take them all on now

First she can tell them why she's so sad
Why this girl is crying
Of all the excuses she's ever had
Well she's nearly 20 and so very old

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May 20th, 2008


12:33 pm
Was this to show you I would not fail you?
Was that the reason you were looking back?
So I’m trusting in existence
I’m thrusting on momentum.
I don’t want to see these threads of love collide not ever again
No, not ever again…no.
I know it’s not working.
Knowledge will capture comfort one day,
and our worlds will be worth more than living once in this lifetime.
If we could liberate today, we could alleviate tomorrow,
But no one can reach the light switch they say
‘No’, that’s what they say…
No my love, this is no ordinary thing
My love, my love, my love
This is no ordinary thing
No, this is no ordinary thing
I’m naked, I’m naked in this afterlife
I was falling, I was falling from the greatest highs
If everything, if everything should come to pass
Tell me, when are you coming home to stay?
When are you coming home to stay again?
To stay again.
‘Cause my love
This is no ordinary thing my love
My love, my love
This is no ordinary thing
No, no ordinary thing
We were compromised by our own hearts
Jealous seas couldn’t keep us apart
I wanted to touch you but we stop when we start
I wanted to hold you, hold you
But here we are…
Here we are.
This is no ordinary thing my love
No, this was no ordinary thing
This is no ordinary thing my love
This was no ordinary thing.

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May 13th, 2008


12:37 pm - Voom B my Boy
Does this work?

I love love love this song.




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January 30th, 2008


12:03 pm
I have my myspace working... fairly friendless... so thought I'd whore it here!

http://www.myspace.com/heavencomingdown

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09:01 am
Someone, an old friend dear to me.... saw a recent photo of me and said

"You look happier. In your eyes".

I did used to have sad eyes..... as well as I used to hide everything, people told me I had a sadness in my eyes.

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December 12th, 2007


02:51 pm
I'm alive.

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August 20th, 2007


03:12 pm
I'm well.... (sick at the moment but well)

We have moved back into Jed's folks to save for a house.

It HONESTLY hasn't been too bad so far.. early days (less than a week lol).

I have lost 4 kilos this month still a fat fuck.. lol.. but I'm doing well.

Saw the Cure - loved it.
Saw Simpsons at the Fox premiere before it was out.. yellow carpet event..was awesome.


Ummm 10 Years since Mum died on Friday.... didn't think of it so much which is unusual.

Saving for a house.. I guess that kinda answers that we are going well.

We still have our blow ups at each other but we are working on just letting things go and knowing the fight isn't worth it.


Emam (Jed's sister) bridal shower on the weekend. I don't want to go as the fucking mole Jed pashed (before we were together but while I liked him lol) will be there. It's embarassing.. it's more I think she is looking at me thinking hahah I kissed Jed.. or I don't know.. it's pride and hurt that fucks me up. I just can't wait till it's over.
It's petty. I am 22 years old and acting like a child.


What ele is there to report? Not much really.. work is busy.... hopefully gettin ga pay rise soon (review time).

How the fuck is everyone else? It's been ages.

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